Humps....

It is Wednesday....Hump day but the only hump I am feeling right now is anger, disapproval and sadness. I have had this feeling that God wanted me to be at the school for some reason. I hate this job, I hate just about everything about it but today as I looked into this little girls eyes I saw peace. Today is picture day. All the kids are dressed up and the little girls in my class are so pretty. As the pictures come to an end and the kids are changing clothes, I am hit in the face by a mac truck. For legal reasons I can't say anything else. I am worried, mad and full of hate all at once. I am trying so hard not to cry in class. I don't want it to show so I fill my time with crafts and play. I am full of what ifs....and if that was my kid. How this one time in my life I want to be wrong. Oh GOD please let me be wrong.