At the End

Well I am starting to see an end. I have started a new job. It is only part time for now but I am planning on working another place too. That will add extra money. I have a full plate right now with emotions. I was so sure I was ready to go back but now that I have I feel like I am missing out on my girls. I know i can't have it both ways so I am trying to find the center. I have started running again. I felt great when I was doing it. Now I just have to make the time to do it. I have started speaking up for myself a little more and it feels good. I am starting to find new things that I like to do. The kids also started soccer. Jaiden is not so good and I hate to say it but she isn't aggressive enough. Giuliana on the other hand rocks. She scored two goals in her first game. She like to throw the bows. Haha! The meds seem to be working. I have had to start wearing my glasses more. My eyes are really bad. I wish I noticed it years ago. I know when I write this it is not grammatical correct and it often makes no sense at all but this is what I use to get what come to mind out. Sorry!