Peace

So I have been struggling a bit with things. However on Sunday at Church Seth was awesome and I promise he was speaking to me. He spoke on Exodus but chapter 32;1-6 really spoke to me. See I have looked passed all the blessing in my life lately and focused on the depression part. I have focused on MYSELF! I want to get better, I want a baby, I want my mother-in-law out...How does any of this sound like I trust Jesus? It doesn't but I do! I know it will all come.
I look around today and see that I have a great GOD, that I can see, I have great friends, a great Church home, great kids, a great husband and the list goes on. I have not been ME because of the depression. I have lost myself and now I am here to reclaim ME. I need to step up and be a better mother and a better wife. I couldn't be more blessed!