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Ok so here is an update on me. I was given meds to shrink the cyst and I will go back in a few weeks to have another ultrasound. Please PRAY they are gone. The doctor says that I can and will have another child. Thank You GOD! SO right now it is a waiting game. On another hand Giuliana fell and pulled all the ligaments in her right elbow. It never stops in our house.
I have been really struggling to be happy for a few of my friends. They just found out they are going to have a baby. I mean I am happy but deep down I am crying. I have lost several babies and we want another so badly. Please pray that it happens soon. I had a little talk with GOD yesterday and asked him to please put my mind at peace about this. I know I am blessed with two better that I could have asked for little girls but Mike and I still have room in our hearts for one more. If that is possible then God will give that to us I know. It is shown to me everyday how blessed I am to have what I have and to know that GOD is on my side. That calms me as I think about it.